Keep your YES to the call of God in your life on the table and as you say YES live in the YES of obedience don't fight against it & you will experience God in ways you never thought.

1 Samual 14:6 J“Let’s go across to the outpost of those pagans,” Jonathan said to his armor bearer. “Perhaps the Lord will help us, for nothing can hinder the Lord. He can win a battle whether he has many warriors or only a few!” Always remember NOTHING CAN HINDER THE LORD!  He can win a battle whether he has many warriors or only a few!”  You stay faithful, keep your YES on the table and as you say YES live in the YES of obedience don't fight against it and you will experience God in ways you never thought.  Trust God and don't let the fear of the journey make you run from the call of God in your life daily.